The beginning is always scary. But for more than a year, I have always been starting things, and I honestly feel the fear slowly fade away into a deep, settled feeling of familiarity. So when I begun another revision again, this time my seventh, I found it strange that instead of crying and fretting, I was silently mathing it out in my head. Somehow, things are turning out nicely.
I had a dream this morning and I forgot what it is, but I am pretty sure it had the word “Prophesy” in it. There were three, I only knew one. There must be the word “Glorify” but the second word was really, really vague I had no idea what it is.
Some things don’t last forever. My rashes, whose appearance were still a mystery to me, started to die down THANK GOD. I still have some bruises left, but it’s slowly, slowlyyyy healing.
Oh, my mom bought me a lovely chambray top. I hope tomorrow morning is a bit cold so I can wear it. Also, I dropped by the local bookstore and bought a nice devo book for kids for their Sunday School. I wish I had kids so I can let them read. Well, who knows? I’m keeping this book for them.
In the meantime…
Monday
Turned out I slept well because my body was recuperating from my monthly period
My mom placed an onion in my room last night and I don't know if it has any contribution to the deep sleep I just had ππ€π€
— Caris Cruz (@hellocaris) July 2, 2017
I’m holding on to nothing, really.
The only hope I know for certain is when I can't, my God, You can.
— Caris Cruz (@hellocaris) July 3, 2017
Tuesday
We all just got to admit that
Social media makes one
1.) Woke
2.) Broke
3.) A joke— Caris Cruz (@hellocaris) July 4, 2017
Also: EPIPHANY!!!!!
The nice thing abt revising your story over AND OVER again is that you'll know it by β€ & discern wc parts to hold on to, wc parts to let go.
— Caris Cruz (@hellocaris) July 4, 2017
Thread, please.
And one virtue I have gained from all this: patience. Sweet, serene patience.#amwriting #writerslife
— Caris Cruz (@hellocaris) July 4, 2017
Wednesday
First thing in the morning, ito ang bumungad sa akin:
Sinasabi ko na nga ba eh. https://t.co/q8Ev0Ino6U
— Caris Cruz (@hellocaris) July 4, 2017
And to be mentioned along with these AMAZING artists? HOW
Stunned and thankful to be here π
Also: YOU GUYS ARE AMAZING especially you, @aniistoll π https://t.co/KmtpND41Pc— Caris Cruz (@hellocaris) July 5, 2017
Thursday
This is where the new thing started:
SO I HAD THIS WEIRD DREAM…
…which I don't understand why / what / how
But it's obviously about change and fear
And I'm saying, bring it.— Caris Cruz (@hellocaris) July 5, 2017
TRUTH
Goal: to create things that will make my heart race and make me feel alive
— Caris Cruz (@hellocaris) July 6, 2017
Friday
Can you believe this is the ONLY thing I tweeted on a Friday? ON. A. FRIDAY.
Some adulting done on a hot summer day and my prudence is showing
— Caris Cruz (@hellocaris) July 7, 2017
Saturday
One of my clients messaged me this morning and told me my piece for an amazing woodcarving artist was up:
My piece about Debra Bernier's amazing wood sculptures is out! Her works are just g l o r i o u shttps://t.co/tymatMK31b
— Caris Cruz (@hellocaris) July 8, 2017
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